Behind my shadow, there's always something else: February 2008
2/29/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/29/2008 08:10:00 PM 」

I forgot evrythign that happened in class... OH YAH. we had calligraphy. we drew the mountain thingy again... bobby said mine was nice, jus that shading not that good. T_T Then... THEN WAD AH?! wait wait wait. oh ya, RD, we learnt the symbols thingy, which i once learnt at K2? then forgot. ><

Then recess wasnt much of a fun, jus that we ate and went off for... music. I didnt get any scoldings for music or geog!!! yay, record. no scoldings for the whole day wor.... HAHA. But qiggie got scolded by ah long. :( ah long u suck. but when she said that if she sat beside me and she tok to me and qiggie explain and we nvr listen, how would qiggie feel?

qiggie was thinking abt saying " i dunno cos i nvr try before" but she didnt say. scared she too old heart attack. at the same time, i was thinking "i wouldnt even wanna tok to u lah pls lorh" and we sniggered. HAHA.

Then was eng, which i didnt attend, and went for the sports meet!!! okay, so we went canteen, then changed into the vests and shorts. then i thought i didnt bring my maths home, and went bak to class in the vest and shorts. They all as if nvr see before ppl wear vest and shorts liddat... T_T

i look feminine in vest and shorts??? no lah... eelin says its hot and sexy... -_- ばかやろ Then i threw a disappointing 7.41m then 7.49m, then thrid throw i forgot. then top 8, 7.43m, 7.36m, 7.59m. LOL. So lan!!! i didnt make my preparations... i could have touched 8m!!! i wanna cry at my atrocious performance...

If Mr Loh were there, i think he would kill me. But i actually wanted him to be there, so he can scold me, then i will do things properly. HAIZ. can we all cry together. Sugar cried. Cos she said she wasnt doing well for her LJ, then got 4th. NOT BAD MAH, DARLING.cheer up okays.

Then met chermaine, wen ning, and sean and jonathan. we had difficulty trying to differentiate which is sean and which is jonathan. LOL. they grew to be the same lerh. if not i can tell since we were friends since kindergarten.

Then we had the prize presentation, so noisy we couldnt hear wad event was wad, so very messy, and temasek had a girl to rep for a boy event, cos the boy wasnt there or smth. funny.

Then they had weird cheers, i realised i entered a crazy school. lol. Then we stayed back a while and talked to the tchrs, mr ang and one more female indian tchr. and they asked wad event i won. so i told them i was small and harmless. eelin mocked me.

I AM HARMLESS MAH... lol.

Then we went to macs. then met others. then met yj and ivan. then they went back, we went bak. then met up wif kor kor. he said the red patch was sunburn. YAY. first sunburn of my life. -.-

Then kor kor frens say i his gf. and i stared at them, i wouldnt want a bf lyk kor!!! i lyk him as a bro, but certainly not a bf. *vomit*

Then... no more lerh. oh yah!!! got got got!!! uncle daniel wants to teach me plane flying! he's coming over ltr. so i better go!! tata~!

Disappointed... *cry*



2/28/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/28/2008 06:22:00 PM 」

ZZZ. Ah Long didn't come for lesson as she thought we had common test, which we didnt have, so we played games!!! WEE. Then... er... oh ya. Thing Place People. Sugar wrote tampon. *vomit* LOL. Then dunno wad, then finish school. oh yah, i didnt get scolding frm mrs yap for maths if u notice.

She even praised me for being good. LOL.

Then, after school, skip skip. At macs Daphne almost made me puke, but we agreed it shall be our little secret. =X LOL. CANNOT SAY. haha. Daphne is sick!!!



2/26/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/26/2008 10:04:00 PM 」

由紀ちゃんwas still in school at 7plus. night class she said, cos of N lvls. hope she scores well wif flying colours. good luck, yuuki chan~!

and sugar sms me about pe tmr, and if we can ask cher let us practise on our own tmr. one hr is obviously not enuff for me!!! i usually take more than 3hrs to finish evrything, including practise etc etc.

how can i possibly take oni one hr?! and i think my warm up usually is lyk 40mins? -.- no time. i guess i'll skip the warmup then. haiz.



ばかじゃない!!!

HAHA. okays. ginny and i were talking abt IT club things. and she says being the pres doesnt seem fun. i say it doesnt. but she say nvm. take it as preparation for being the chairman next time. So i told her i dont think i will be. She said that I most probably will be cos im the most mature in our batch. ><

She says that i know the limit and draw the line. WOW. am i that mature? maybe i am. she say although u always play play i know the limit. lyk wow. LOL. Maybe its bcos of the happenings that made me grow? i think so. haha. go do my admin stuff lerh. tata~!



okay... nth much today. zzz. except that it rained in the morning, and then i was feeling damn cold!!! lucky got jacket. ><><>< Then she said it tasted lyk pizza. Well, it does, cos i ate the pizza flavour!!! *applause* lol. then smth else happened. but i forgot wad, and

EELIN BIT MY FINGER, THE MIDDLE ONE. So the action was funny.

ばかやろ。ワタシワバカジャナイ。I think is liddat. HEHE.

Then after school went lucky for lunch, and we classified our class ppl into some grps.

Boys: All except nicholas and RD. Girls: all except a few. Tomboys: Me, Jia Qi and Laura (at times) Then still got Lesbians: 5girls cannot name... RD is the not girl not boy one. nicholas is slightly better, more to the boys, but it seems he cant fit into the boys or the girls. no offence, but ya.

HAHA. sms wei hao, content cannot say. HAHA.



2/25/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/25/2008 06:57:00 PM 」

WELL IT WAS A REQUEST FROM LAURA SO I SHALL ENTERTAIN HER.

OKAY, I MISS LAURA. BUT TRUTHFULLY, IT ISNT MUCH FUN W/O HER. ><



oh yah. and i thought i lost my coupons today and got quite flustered. luckily nvr lose it.



I WAS JUST LOOKING FOR MY THUMBDRIVE AND THOUGHT I LOST IT. SCARY~! LOL.



Today nth much, after school we went to EP to wait for Duck to take her thing to hand in, and then she didnt want to go hand in on her own, so she kept dragging us to go wif her, we didnt want to but in the end we did. -_-

Then Peanut made fun of her after that.

"Scared of the dark ah?"

"Who is the dark?"

"The dark la~"

"My form tchr?(dava)"

"The dark!!! D-A-R-K"

"who's that?"

"The dark isnt a person!!!"

"OH."

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. WE COULDNT STOP LAUGHING. HAHAHAHAHA. SO DUMB.

Hmm... Then Mdm Tan called me to arrange smth for everyone to do. Troublesome woman. >< But I still have to do it. T_T Haiz. Better get to it now. Tata~!



2/24/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/24/2008 01:48:00 PM 」

What Jane said has made me think hard, far harder than I usually do in class. And I came to a simple conclusion:

Maybe I have really been doing things in accompany with my emotions, and I shall not do so anymore. It might cause a drift between us, but I have no choice, do I? Maybe. But I have decided that friendship comes before work, so during times I shall set my emotions aside. I shall not let anyone or anything come between us, and never will. I guess I'm too young and immature for all these, but I shall grow. Look at me differently, I am not what you have seen over the past year, I have grown, and will continue growing. GROWTH AND MATURITY WILL COME INTO YOUR LIVES ONE DAY, AND ACCEPT IT. Everyone faces setbacks, overcome them, and grow.



I HAVE MANY THINGS I WANNA SAY, BUT I LAZY TYPE. NOT MUCH TIME TOO. LOL. I CAN DO IT YESTERDAY ACTUALLY BUT I FELT SO TIRED AND LAZY I DECIDED NOT TO, I WENT TO TALK TO QIZHI AND LA INSTEAD. LOL.

QIZHI ASKED ME TO PLAY UNO WIF HIM, HE SOT ONE, I KEPT WINNING. HAHA. xD THEN... WENT TO AUDI, SAW CUHH ONLINE, AND IGNORED, >< UNTIL I GOT BORED I SAID HI TO HER. LOL.

OKAYS. THEN WAS... I WENT OFF TO PLAY. WEI HAO COULDNT COME ONLINE. HE PLAYED TOO MUCH DURING THE DAY, CRAP U WH. LOL. OKAYS. THEN I PLAY PLAY PLAY, THEN ERM. OH YAH, GOT THIS ROOM, GOT ONE GUY, --JOJO-- WAS LV 36. THEN HE COMPLAIN, HE SAY WHY EVERYONE COME IN SEE HIS LV THEN RUN.

AND I WAS THINKING, 36 VERY HIGH MEH, I MEAN ITS HIGHER THAN ME, BUT WHO CARES LARH. SO I WENT, ITS JUS A NUMBER. IT DOESNT BOTHER ME THOUGH. THEN HE WAS SOOOOO HAPPY, HE SAID IM NICE. -.- ACTUALLY IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE MEAN, TYPE OUT CANNOT HEAR THAT KIND OF PARTICULAR TONE LAHS.

LOL. SO HE MISTOOK. WHO CARES. AND THEN HE ADD ME BUDDY, ACCEPT LORHS. LOL. THEN HE STARTED TO PM ME. HE WAS ZZZ. THEN TOK TOK TOK DUNNO HOW WE STARTED TO QUARREL. LOL. OH OH. COS HE SAY HE CRY OR SMTH. SO I WAS LYK SAYANG, THEN HE WAS ASKING HOW OLD I AM, 13 GOING ON 14 LORH, THEN HE WAS LYK I CANNOT SAYANG HIM.

COS HE OLDER. HE 17. LYK I CARE?!

THEN HE SCOLD ME, SCOLD BAK AND QUARREL. HAHA. SOME HOW I LYK TO DEE SIAO HIM. HEHE. THEN HE ASK IF I SG, YES. LOL. THEN HE SAY HE OSO. THEN CONTINUE QUARREL, THEN HE VERY BUAY SONG, I WAS CALM THOUGH. THEN HE SAY GO OUT SETTLE. LYK I GOT SO MUCH TIME TO WASTE HUH, DAMN HIM.

OKAYS. THEN IT WAS LYK ABT 0130 AND HE SAY HE LIVE BEDOK, ASK ME GO HIS HOUSE. -.- HE WAN ME DRIVE CAR HUH. SIAO GINA. THEN I WAS GOING TELLING HIM HOW CRAZY HE IS, PISSING HIM OFF EVEN MORE. LOL. THEN WAD AH... FORGET LIAO. OH OH. HE MAKE ROOM INVITE ME, AND THEN HE MAKE ME PLAY WIF HIM. LOL PLAY JIU PLAY LORH.

THEN I WON, AND HE KEPT CALLING ME NOOB AND SAY I BULLY HIM. ZZZ. THEN LTR I TIRED LERH, SO I TOLD HIM I WAN SLP. AND HE SAY I SCARED LOSE. WAD ON EARTH HAS SLEEPING GOTTA DO WIF BEING AFRAID OF LOSING?! LOL. SHALL END HERE.

TATA.



2/22/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/22/2008 07:30:00 PM 」

Finally remembered to do the test thingy. Shall use my hp since i dont haf ipod. ><

Here goes~!

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer for each question.
4. No Cheating.

1. How am I feeling today?
天使-Mayday
ROFL. I feel lyk an angel today? Not really though. But I went for detention. So I guess I am an angel. ROFL.

2. Where will I get married?
Henesys-Maple
=O I will get married in HENESYS?! ROFL. Thats nice to hear, huh. -.-

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
Naruto Main Theme-Toshiro Matsuda
ROFL I wonder who is that. Naruto Main Theme is lyk a fightful spirit kind of song wor.

4. What was high school like?
El Nath-Maple
Lyk, WOW. High School is cold and has winter I guess, LOL.

5. What is the best thing about me?
触电-S.H.E
I dunno wad this means. But LOL.

6. How is today going to be?
你那么爱她-李胜杰
I dunno how to write his name, but ya. I dun understand wad this means.

7. What is in store for this weekend?
突然累了-林俊杰
LOL. Suddenly get tired over the weekend? Nah. I dun wan to be tired anymore. I have been tired for two weeks straight. Don wan le lah.

8. What song describes my parents?
无可取代-S.H.E
ROFL. Yes. They are irreplacable.

9. How is my life going?
保持微笑-S.H.E
ROFL. Maybe I should keep smiling?><

10. What song will they play at my funeral?
Hokage Funeral-Toshiro Matsuda
=O WOW. Its a sad song although there is no one singing. I feel this song is emo lahs. Sheesh.

11. How does the world see me?
Because of You-???
I dunno who sing de. Forget liao. But I dun rlly get it. The world sees me bcos of me? ROFL.

12. What do my friends really think of me?
别说对不起-S.H.E
ROFL. I shall not apologise anymore. ><

13. Do people secretly lust after me?
Daylight of Konoha-Toshiro Matsuda
??? Daylight of Konoha lust after me?! So weird lah. Dont get it.

14. How can I make myself happy?
独唱情歌-S.H.E
!!! Sing a love song alone to make myself happy? LOL. Nice idea.

15. What should I do with my life?
Bad Day-Alvin & The Chipmunks
LOL. I shld have a bad day everyday?

16. Will I ever have children?
Sleepwood-Maple
-.- Wad has sleepywood gotta do wif whether I will have any children or not.

17. What is some good advice?
Counter Strike-DJ Hannz
Erm, I shld play CS? ROFL. This advice is nice. Advice taken.

18. What do I think my current theme song is?
Fighting Dreamers-Naruto
LOL. I think I'm a fighting dreamer? WEird....

19. What does everyone else think about my current life?
Naruto Fool-Naruto OST
-.- Everyone thinks im a fool? zzz

20. What type of men do you like?
Hero's come back-Naruto
Lyk, huh? I lyk hero's come back men? ROFL. In fact I prefer those who makes me laugh and mature one. ><

21. Will you get married?
Orbis-Maple
ERM... Orbis and marriage doesn't link right...

22. What should I do with my love life?
败给你-???
ERM. Dunno wad that means.

23. Where will you live?
Ellinia-Maple
Lyk, WOW. Live in Ellinia. Its a peaceful place though. I dont mind.

24. What will your dying words be?
Would you be there-Redwan Ali
UH... Wad does that mean?

25. When I'm having sex, I say
Fools Again-Westlife
=O Sounds lyk... I DUNNO WAD THIS MEANS. BUT IT SOUNDS WRONG.

26. When I meet a guy/ girl for the first time, I say
Sometimes When We Touch-???
I dunno who write de. But this sounds romantic.

27. When my parents are angry, I say
天灰-S.H.E
ROFL. The sky is dark when they are angry? Sure why not? ><

This is the end. Atrocious answers. ROFL. I think I have too many weird songs that are not meant for describing daily life bahs.



2/21/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/21/2008 06:50:00 PM 」

zzz. didn't rlly rmb anything on tues. Smth jus happened. I wonder... but yesterday... wednesday... erm... oh yah. Jane officially announced that I am the temp chairman, and Bjorn is the Vice-Chair, assissting me, and they were all shocked. LOL And she told them to show me due respect. LOL. I don't rlly expect anything from them, just want them to listen to what I say, and do it, if it is not too demanding.

Well, she also said," You know you must make certain sacrifices as the committee member and the chairman, and you must not let (censored) make use of you and your authority, which she is already doing." I censored the name as I don't want any conflicts, but I just need to tell this out, if not I will feel uncomfortable.

Haiz. Whoever you are, do not take it to heart. And I shall not let her make use of me. And never will she. I wonder if that maked us drift apart, but I know it must be done.

Okays... Get off that. I was waiting for my mum at the bus stop. And then they went to the temple to pray, of course I had to go, and got so tired. ZZZ. Then I reached home at about 10.30pm, and blacked out on the bed luckily. Haiz. Recently I jus can't charge up enough for the following day, no matter how long i sleep or rest.

Wonder what's wrong with me though. Okay, woke up this morning and then got ready for the competition. Went to Eunos MRT to meet up wif Jia Kang, Bjorn and Laura. So after that we went to Tampines Macs for breakfast. ^^

So we ate, and went off for the competition. UNLUCKY DAY, TOTALLY. First we took the wrong bus, then had to rush there in a taxi. And then, kind Eugene paid. Thanks Eugene. It was damn expensive can. A while oni and the fare was $5.15 Like =O

Then we reached there, almost late, if not we will be disqualified. Phew*** And then registered, but out team name was not there!!! Then we called Mdm Tan, and she said she did enter our names. So she talked to the Chief Judge. And then he let us compete. zZz

Then we lost.

Then after that the programme didn't work at all!!! Got a little scolding from Hennes. >< And I was dizzy the whloe day. So I didn't have lunch, and went back to ITE, and we realised that nobody was taking care of the things, so they all rushed back. But nothing was lost. Haiz.

Shall come back later, off to study Chem. See You!



2/18/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/18/2008 10:00:00 PM 」

crap leg cramp.



oh yah oh yah. yesterday was sunday right... I was playing audi with wei hao. then he say i bully him but he win me. *bish* i oni win him lyk, twice. he win me all the way after that. hmph. still say i bully him wor. childish!!! -.- so i sort of ignored him. and he spammed my phone. he sent an sms " spam you =X" boh liao!!!! -.- *slap*

so i was lyk "SIAO AH YOU!!! WASTE SMS!!! GO AND PLAY YOUR COMPUTER LAH!!!"

then he went "so fierce. =X i cannot play, i outside."

so i went "lol. wad u doing outside."

"eating out"

"lol."

"zzz. call so many things oni got two how to eat."

"use mouth eat lorh. don wan tok to u lerh. so boring. enjoy ur food bah."

he didn't reply. guess he's angry? petty. hmph.




Nth much happened today, jus that we had IPP today during history, it was a lucky thing though, we didn't do our speech. ><><

They close the door he open it, close, open, close, open, close... Make me think of Ms Swan!!! Open~ Cloooossseeee~! HAHA. xD

Okay, so we didn't really have a nice day actually, not much of laughs. Just recess we had food rationing day. and had to eat the food in our kit. zZz. Couldn't stop eating peanut butter, and I drank water after tat and had a little of a stomachache. ><

Then once again Suagr tried to strip me, but to no avail, of course. But I didn't do anything to her though. So I pulled her pants back, and it came down, but not a lot. And nobody saw. T_T YJ and Geof saw mine, nobody saw hers!!! UNFAIR.

So after that was d&t, nth much, except we found chalk and stated playing with it. xD then was assembly. Everything was fine until I suddenly went dizzy, and skipped detention. ><><>

And then Sugar came asking me wads lao yu sheng in eng, and my mum said it was raw fish salad. -.- Well, I don't think s anyway. ><>



2/15/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/15/2008 04:50:00 PM 」

Today was quite okay. Morning we were all eating Salt's marshmallows. LOL. Nice~! Then we went for flag raising etc etc. then during recess we went to play the piano, and then I sort of created an ending for it, cos I didn't know how to continue. I wanna learn piano~! It increases IQ and also general memory capacity. It works best for a child to learn music starting from an age of 6-8. HAHA. Peanut also wants to learn music. I WAN~!

So during music my phone was confiscated, cos Sunny sms me, and then it wasn't on silent., and it rang, so I switched it to silent, and Ms Ang saw me using it, and took it. After music kind little Peanut stayed me to try to get it back from her, at least the SIM card, but she didn't allow. But she allowed me to take it back next monday.

So after that we had english, and then we wrote an argumentative essay, and Mr Yeo said he will not strictly cos its our first time doing an argumentative essay. Sigh** So after english I used Salt's phone to inform my mum cos I will be with her the whole day. Then my mum called Ms Ang, and then Ms Ang agreed to return it to me cos of competition reasons. But I will have detention on monday till 6.30pm. ZZZ Sianz~!

So now I am, in the ITC room, feeling so tired. Packing a whole set of perfect LEGO set was sickening. But we haven't finished though. I was tired to the point that I was feeling faint. So I stopped. Didn't sleep well the whole week. T^T Haven't had time to sleep since Sunday. ZzZ And now they wanna meet Mdm Tan to try to skip lessons after reccess. ><> competiton, so we are also trying to skip flag raising, if not confirm late one.



2/14/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/14/2008 09:42:00 PM 」

Well, nth much happened in sch today, except that Jane wanted to see me, and she told me I will be the temporary chairman. HAHA. So we went Sugar's house, watched Juno, which is lyk so funny, and Sugar smells like popcorn to me. Then we kept laughing, and she was lyk leaning on me, imagine popcorn leaning on you. Its lyk so gross can. U imagine she nvr bathe for 6 days, cos the last time she went to the cinema was 6 days ago, which I think there are still some kernels on her. =X LOL jkjk.

Okay, so I came home, talked to Qizhi, did my PW, and Qizhi was telling me so confidential. Qizhi is down with cough and sore throat. Get well soon, Qizhi. HAHA. LOL. And he was saying he read books abt relations, etc etc. And his fren has 8 gfs. its like 0.0 *jaw drops* Then broke up wif all, all cry. So dumb lahs. And Yuki got a virus from her friend, HAHA. And she can't fix it, LOL. I wonder wad kind of virus it is.

I was thinking of asking her to send it to me, and I try fixing it, but she say she can't fix it, so I'd better not ask, I love to experiment with my life, I wonder why. It gives me a great sense of satisfaction. It makes me feel even greater when I succeed in solving the problem. ><>

So now I'm wishing Yuki happy vday, and toking to Qizhi abt some sensitive stuff. ><>

Nights all~




2/13/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/13/2008 10:26:00 PM 」

Well, I didn't have time to use the comp. T_T

On monday I slept at lyk 12am cos ah ma came back from China, Xiamen. So we went to pick her up at the airport. At first we checked the teletext, and it showed that the plane would alight at 2200hrs. So at about 2115 I told my mum to check again, but I guess she didn't hear me so I checked it out myself.

In the end I realised that it was changed to 2145, I think. So everyone was ready except mummy. So she rushed like hell, and we went out in a rush. T_T So after she alighted etc etc, it was already like 2300. So we reached home at abbout 2330. So we settled down etc etc and I ended up sleeping at 0000 and woke up at 0525, which was normal.

There wasn't any breakfast so we went out early, and I ended up in school at 0625, earlier than moss, and she thought there was a malay person cos I was sitting in class wif my jacket on.

So it's alrdy Tuesday, didn't rlly remember anything, except that they had netball. And I didn't have anything, I guess mummy picked me up from school.

So on to today, we were having lessons as usual, and wang lao shi didn't come so there was this old tchr who taught upper sec maths came for relief. Then we started talking etc etc. Then I wonder why Sugar (censored), and Yang Jun and Geoffery said they saw everything. ><>

ZZZ. My life is ruined. So on to english lesson, Yuan Yuan was teaching us how to write a formal speech and I was using his com to type it out while everyone else wrote. HAHA. So everyone was making so much noise Yuan Yuan lost his temper. Its no big deal, but I was impressed that he could out up with it for so long until he finally scolded us.

He was fierce though, he slammed the whiteboard and started shouting. The whole class was very quiet. WOW. He looks quite fierce. Shudder** But he was back to normal after that, guess he was stressed up or some sort... The essay I wrote was 126 words. WOW. He gave some comments.

I feel sorry for him actually, nobody gives him much respect. Sorry if we angered you, Yuan Yuan, you know we love you, especially Peanut. ><>

So after that we had maths. T_T I shall not talk about maths. I'm going off to do my hw now, shall post if I'm not tired out and after I finish my work. <33




2/10/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/10/2008 12:03:00 PM 」

So my relatives made a mess out of my room, played maple on my com, and played the PS1 and PS2, but didn't keep it after that, expected. So they left a mess!!! Although my room isn't rlly neat, but it has nvr been so messy b4. T^T So I had to clean up.

Then played audi. xD So there was nth much. On to yesterday!

So I was talking to Sugar on msn, then I jus said her dp reminds me of smth and she kept pushing me for it. I told Laura though. I said the dp is a girl hugging a boy ad the boy looks shocked, looks lyk Sugar hug Chilli, and Chilli was shocked. Nth much wad, Sugar made a big fuss out of it.

She even bothered to call me and ask, she threatened me. She threatened to phonestalk me, but I didn't know what it meant so I asked onii-san. (^(00)^) Then she kept laughing ont he phone, I wonder why.

Okay, so I went to watch the Ah Long Pte Ltd yesterday, and so we watched... It was okay larhs. But it doesn't rlly haf any storyline, no wonder the papers gave it half a star. So I didn't really laugh, except for a few parts and started to wonder if everyone's laughs are truly from deep within the heart, or is it just a laugh that is 表面.

I think mine wasn't really true, I laughed but stopped very soon after. Haiz. So, it was quite funny, but not rlly nice. No storyline!!! So after that we shopped around a bit, but there wasn't rlly anything to buy cos it was about 8+pm, and Century Square and TM seemed so dead. We went for dinner, I had Pepper Lunch Express, so did onii-san.

Okasan and onee-chan had smth else which I don't remember. ><>

Then I went to sleep and then I dreamed of smth real funny. HA. But I don't want say. Lest someone kills me. (^(00)^)

Okays, so I woke up at 9.45am. HAHA. Jus ate, I have no idea wad was that. So, yea. I shall come back ltr.



2/8/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/08/2008 03:43:00 PM 」

Nothing much really happened yesterday, except that I went out after lunch. Sorry Sugar. I said I'd be back after lunch. ><>

Kayden had a sudden fever though.

How unlucky. How amazing that he can still be so active. He's just reaching 2 yrs old in a few more months. He made me play with him. He threw the ball at me and I had to throw it back. It was a little boring doing the same thing, but I don't really mind if he has fun. Chuckles***

I was totally down on luck lah. Played BlackJack, Shyler and Keith kept winning. I lost!!! Crap man. I'm so gonna win it back today, I think. After the visit and after dinner, I went to watch movie, CJ7. Very nice, funny, touching as well. You guys should all go watch too!!!
So we watched the 9pm one.


Then reach home almost mn, so tired, I didn't change out of my clothes then I just slept. Everything never do then sleep. ><>

I guess they'll invade the tables for Mahjong. I think I'll have to let them invade my room even of I don't want to. Cos inside got tv. I think they'll go and play PS2 or smth. T^T I DON'T WANT THEM TO COME INTO MY ROOM!!! I guess I'll put on a stern face and say smth lyk "U CANNOT COME IN!!!" But I know I can't do that. Sigh***

Now its almost 4pm, nth to do. I'm talking to Sugar on msn. Nth to tok abt either. So we moved on to talking abt guys then we toked abt aunty kazu(he's a man but I call him aunty kazu. ><) Then Sugar say the one she showed me more shuai. Then now we comparing. Now show u all the picture. See u all the taste how. ><

You all tag and see which one more shuai. (there's a trick. Beware ppl)

HAHA. I guess I'll post again later.




2/7/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/07/2008 08:32:00 AM 」

Okay.. Didn't have the mood to post recently. Shall continue from where I stopped. ><

We went to Lucky for lunch, where we had a hearty chat. I was telling Sugar about Yuki, then I was saying that she said that her friend is flat-chested. Then I say wrongly. ><>

And Cheryl was there too so we got to see her face. We all almost puked. (No Offence Meant!!)

Hmm. So I shall continue from decorating the ITC room. We went there together with Sugar cos they don't need go lerh. Then we went there, I walked all the way to the grand audi jus to realise that the key was alrdy taken by Jasmine!!! So we went through all the trouble to find out that the room was alrdy open. T^T

Okay, we went in, slacked a little, then started decorating. I nvr had so much fun in my life before. ><>
Okays. So we started by me pulling her away from the comp and then Bean and Butter typed. So the conversation went like :

"I LOVE YOU. SERIOUS."

"yes i love you too

LOL"

HAHA. Then we even took pictures. But the conversation was much longer than this. So it took a lot of strength to hold her down. Haiz. Then she stomped on my leg which was alrdy injured. T^T Then Sugar started to rape me!!! She sorta succeeded. She managed to unbutton my shirt. And there were 4 boys in the room!!! T^T So I tried to pull her pants down. Never had so much fun in the ITC room!!!

I will die if Jane sees this.

Okays. On to yesterday. After school, kind Tian Lerk's mum drove me and another guy back to rss. HEHE. Thanks a lot wors~ Save a whole lot of time. ^^ Then after some visiting which I sold a ticket to the new principal that came to rss!!! woots~ but only one though. Then on the way home together with Shou Chun, Jane called.

So she started scolding me for decorating the room's notice board!!! **** She said that when she says notice board it naturally means the one in the canteen. She didn't even make it clear to me in the first place. Now she's reprimanding me. And she screamed at me like " You wanna claim money for this?!" Okay, nvm about that. And she even said that the notice board looks like shit now.

She's the chairman and then she ask us to do things and she doesn't make the instructions clear at all and she scolds ppl for it?! WAD THE **** And she said " You're gonna get it from me next time." So wad u expect me to say? I just said ok. She obviously didn't make it clear. She just sent an sms. Here goes. "sos. old tan wants e notice board to be decorated by tmr. you be ic pls. i am busy with my chem test tmr. br colour paper, markers etc. get ppl to help. include a column for announcements + write infocomm big. " WHERE GOT SPECIFY WHICH NOTICE BOARD?!?!?!

Spoil my mood. I was pratically complaining to Shou Chun, blabbering some foul words. ><

So she spoiled my mood. Went back to ah ma's shop. Then mummy asked me to have lunch. But my mood was so foul I started to throw a little tantrum. I refused to eat. ><>

So when we reached home, I just turned the tv on. Daddy was saying go and bathe. My foul mood acted again. I just sorta raised my voice at him. Sorry. Didn't mean to. So after a while I went to bathe. Then watch tv a while more and went to sleep. By the time I sleep I think is about 1 or 2 pm bahs.

Then later kor kor woke me up at 6.30pm. I changed clothes and went to shop. Then kor and my aunty and my sis went to the bazaat downstairs. They asked me to go but once I think of the crowd, I didn't feel lyk it anymore. So I stayed in shop with mummy and ah ma. Then I borrowed kor kor's psp, played Robot Clank. Then mummy suddenly take a chair and sit in front of me and started feeding me.

So I turned the psp off and ate myself. She smiled. I wonder why, but just continued anyway. After eating I washed up and continued with the psp. Until I noticed that the battery was almost empty and turned it off. Later kor kor came back and he wanted to play with it. ><>

He played it anyway. ><>

Then after that we went ah ma house to look at the fireworks. Clear and perfect view. But I found it a little boring cos every year it seems to be the same things. But I watched it anyway.

So they went home cos its very late lerh. Then I watched tv. Then later ah ma was cooking pork for smth. So I helped out. Always when I help her out I will learn smth new. This time I learnt not to leave it burning for too long. T^T It wasn't too long acutally. Just a little more than wad she wanted. ><


Then later I helped out with the laundry. Then washed the dishes she used. Then it ended up me sleeping at 2.30am. And woke up at 5.30am to see her off cos she going China, Xiamen. So we sent her off. Then we went home. Here I am posting.



2/4/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/04/2008 09:16:00 PM 」

This morning was totally funny. Peanut, Sugar and I were playing with the strings from the cakes last time and Peanut was tying it to Sugar and pulling her all over the place when Peanut jus showed me smth and then said "tie tight tight". HAHA. U all will nvr understand except the three of us, together wif Salt, making it four. ><

So school was okay. Then after school we were walking out and cracked many jokes. One of them was Indians being the first ones to die during a war. Live target training. ><>

Then RongDa was saying Two Indians wrapped in a red carpet is KitKat. I couldn't stop laughing. HAHA. I think there's a few more but I forgot. Haiz~ Tmr still mus decorate the ITC room. Im all stressed up now. I have no idea wad theme she wants for the room!!!!

Forget abt that. I was talking to Yuki jus now. ><><

Took many tests. Now so tired~

Oyasumi~



You Are An ENTJ
The Executive
You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence.
In love, you hold high standards... for yourself, for your relationship, and for your significant other.While it's easy for you to impress others, it's hard for you to find someone who impresses you.
At work, you are organized and good at delegating. You understand how to achieve goals.You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.
How you see yourself: Rational, calm, and objective
When other people don't get you, they see you as: Inflexible, controlling, and overbearing


Hard for me to find someone who impresses me huh. Quite true. Throughout my whole life, I only find two ppl who impresses me. But I won't say who. ><

You Are From Pluto
You are a dark, mysterious soul, full of magic and the secrets of the universe.You can get the scoop on anything, but you keep your own secrets locked in your heart.You love change and you use it to your advantage, whether by choice or chance.You don't like to compromise, to the point of being self-destructive with your stubborness.Live life with love, and your deep powers will open the world to you.


Hmm. True. I have many secrets that many of you don't know at all. ><

You Are Flan Pocky
Your attitude: modern and offbeatEast meets west... sweet meets salty.You're a pro at bringing unusual combos together!


I bring unusual combos together? Maybe it's true. Like Elden and Valerie. ROFL. Chuckles**

You're Totally Sarcastic
You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny.Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it.And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.


Totally sarcastic. HAHA. Nice one nice one.

You Are 69% Manic
You're so energetic, it's almost like you have a superpower.If you can dream it, you can do it. And without stopping for sleep.Just make sure you harness your energy for good - not evil!


I was expecting less!!!

Your Dominant Thinking Style: Exploring
You thrive on the unknown and unpredictable. Novelty is your middle name.You are a challenger. You tend to challenge common assumptions and beliefs.
An expert inventor and problem solver, you approach everything from new angles.You show people how to question their models of the world.




2/3/08
「 What's behind my shadow. 2/03/2008 09:13:00 PM 」

Saw this test on my "er zi" blog.

You Act Like You Are 10 Years Old
You are a kid at heart. You never quite really grew up.You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
Playful and fun, you bring a lighthearted attitude to every part of life.You're a little irresponsible, but your charm makes up for it (in most cases)!


My charm makes up for things?? ><><

You Are Midnight
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends.


I don't have unusual habits wad.. Comics very unusual meh???



Didn't bring my laotop to my ahma house so didn't post.

Hmm. So friday we had music lesson. And Peanut was holding Yan Jie's hand showing her how to use the thingy. ><>

So Sat we met up, then went to Jurong East, hoping to have osme fun but when we got there, we realised got the annual competition, so we went back to Kallang after some discussion. Waste time. ><>

So we reached there and then we got everything and Sugar paid $100 out of $142. ><>

Then Sugar suggested Couple dance. So we went round and round the rink, trying to synchronise to each other. At first cannot synchronise de, cos her steps very small, my steps are wider and longer, so the both of us try to suit each other's steps.

After a while we synchronised and Sugar was so excited. I dunno why though. She sort of went," I can't believe we synchronised!!!!" HAHA. So ji dong. Then we kept going round and round, until she suggested we scare the rest of them.

So Duck and Honey held hands cos Honey scared fall down. So Sugar was being mean and went in between tghem and broke them up, scaring them. So Sugar was on the right side of Honey at that time, I was ont he left. SO obviously Honey got a scare and went left, almost bumping into me, getting another scare. I myself got a scare too. ><

So we went off immediately, laughing all the way. Chuckle** So I couldn't even stand while laughing, let alone skate. So i went to the side, can't stop laughing. ROFL. Then afterwards we continued going around, holding hands and synchronising to each other. Then Sugar, once again scared them. She went screaming on purpose between the four or five of them cos they were holding hands and going real slow.

Then they screamed too. So the two of us were laughing then we continue holding hands but I was still laughing and sorta lost my balance and then I pulled Sugar, in the end the two of us were spinning around. ROFL. Sigar almost fell. I didn't. I feel bad. I lost my balance cos I laugh too much, couldn't concentrate. ><

Now I'm tired. Guess I'll continue tmr. Nights all~.