Behind my shadow, there's always something else: June 2008

6/25/08

BIG BAD DAY. Everything went just fine, laughter, qualifications, but it just didn't feel right. Just what is wrong with me nowadays. Maybe I'm just tired. Menopause. That was for Mrs Yap, why can't I have Laura pass my homework to me. Ok, let's not talk about all this anymore.

Spring cleaning in summer/autumn? So the dumbass sec 1s just wouldn't help out, they'd rather sit back, relax, and destroy a poor clock that's spoilt. Souldering(?sp) gun, poison, plastic, stink.

Let's talk about today. Met at clementi, went to Ngee Ann Polytechnic, got our way there, settled down, finished the competition, went to Singpost Macs. We took 154 back, and they were linking me with Jia Kang all the way back, almost fell asleep. Eugene thinks Jia Kang is handsome. "Eh! Jia Kang like you eh!"

Obviously I could hear him, but I just chose not to, and gave a blank stare. "Eh! You like Jia Kang! He so handsome!" and he flashed a stupid look on his face imitating Jia Kang. I thought he was hilarious, only the imitation though.

Skip skip. Spring cleaning. The sec 1s wanted a mop, so they got it. And in the end, only Wei Jie was mopping the floor, thanks Wei Jie. And Ee Shuen(?sp) cleaned the windows fomr left to right, right to left, and then left to right again, claiming he was enjoying what he was doing.

So we thought he was too hardworking, he didn't want to stop He would stand in the middle of the room to look which spot/area he missed, and walked back to clean it again. Brandon took the rag away forcibly, so he would stop, and he had another rag. And he started cleaning the floor with the rag, like Cinderella. Then I didn't look on, I just couldn't.

Stayed till 6.10 or so, went to Parkway for dinner, met Ying Jie, went home, slept throughout the whole journey. And came home all grumpy and not wanting to bathe. Well, I did bathe in the end, and that was before I started typing this.

I shall stop here and continue until I have anything else to continue. There was just something I wanted to post this afternoon, but I can't recall what it is.

6/24/08

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real..
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say...

I was left to cry there, waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
That's when I decided...

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone...
You, you need to listen!
I'm startin' to trip,
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone...

Am I just some chick you placed beside you,
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face..?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case,
Everything wasn't okay..

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare,
Thats when i decided...

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone
You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip
I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud
I'm cryin' out loud

Open your eyes
Open up wide

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared,
I was so alone

Why should I care
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared, I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not going anywhere

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared I was so alone
Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin anywhere

And of course, I'm not dating anyone. Just part of the song. MUAHAHAHAHA. YATI. oh, she understands chinese, so we can't gossip about her in chinese. T.T That's sad.

WOOTZ. now all i can think of is YATI YATI YATI YATI and YATI. where got teacher give so mich homework in the first hour she meets us. -.- and totally horny day! i love my new seat. can gang on and/or with laura. and horny lessons! woots. wait no link. relink. horny leeson. and obviously horny ppl like yangjun and i were talking about the lesson. and brenda just doesnt understand. so we explained. thing like. (censored) LOL. ok.

and then yuhui just cares about laughing over everything we say. and eelin eavesdrops. and laughs. and she doesnt know how to spell bimbo. and then it goes,"watch your step... you might just fall for me."eh wait. no link. CMP was BEFORE bio. so read it all over. and read it in order.

and i was thinking of changing my blog song. but i dunno change to what. something that describes how i feel nowadays? maybe. i shall search for the song, and the lyrics. i love the lyrics, if i choose whatever song it would be.

ok that shall be all. and i feel so outdated. bye. <33

6/9/08

I took this from eelin's blog. Nth better to do. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ><

Quiz:

001. What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?

Eh. Granny. No need to explain la hor.

002. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Unless the battery is flat.

003. What happened at 10.00am today?

To my surprise, I was wide awake laughing at the retarded tv show.

004. When did you last cry?

Quite a long time ago, and I think I need a good cry soon. =X

005. What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?

No partner would go well with it. Just peanut butter alone!

006. What do you want in your life right now?

Er, to postpone the streaming exam till the day I die. =)

007. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

I run in the rain, and get myself all wet and get a scolding like,"How can you get wet holding an umbrella on the rain!?"

008. What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?

POOH! And Kanga and Roo. And the Earthworm from James and The Giant Peach. And also the Cadbury Teddy daddy bought for me years ago. And mickey mouse. And the dumb little doggy. And pillow. Blankie. And my little stinky pillow. And and. PSP. ERM, whatever i can squeeze on my bed. I bet you will get a shock of your life if you ever take a look at my bed. You would never expect me to be the kind of person who like hugs a teddy and sleep. And seriously, I do hug a teddy and sleep. Since I'm posting this already, the reason I stayed up during camp was partially due to my 'missing' teddy. I should have brought it along.

009. What bottom are you wearing now?
Shorts.

010. Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?

I'm lazy to look through. And as far as I remember, nobody sends me nice texts.

011. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?

YES. And on purpose.

012. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

No.

013. What was the last movie you caught?

ERM. Click. And I ahven't finished it. No time!

014. What are you proud of?

Brutal force. HAHAHAHA. I bet you know why. And speaking of bets. _l_ Blossom owes eelin $10.

015. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

''Sians audi T.T lvling'' I know you know who sent this sms.

016. What was the last song you sang out loud?

I hardly sing. And the last time I sang was like camp. =(

017. Do you have any nicknames?

Oh lots of it. Like what hamburger. -.- Pepper. Still got oi. Where got people nickname is oi one. But obviously, me.

018. What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?

"Go read one piece chap 70 to 90 plus. Damn nice. Its luffy fighting the arlong. Then you can also see how stupid luffy is." From Jiaqi. And arlong doesn't refer to mrs long, don worry. She'd be too horriblr for the artist to include her inside.

019. What time did you go to bed last night?

11plus. T.T

020. Are you currently happy?

Nope, at the thought of all the holiday homework.

021. Who gives you best advice?

What if I say I hardly ask for advice.

022. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

No, I eat it from the cake. =D

023. Who did you talk on phone last night?

I don't like talking on the phone. Readers' Digest say people don't like talking on the phone because they will feel like they are actually there on the spot. VERY TRUE. No wonder I don't like to talk on the phone. I will have nothing to say.

024. Is anything bugging you right now?

Holiday homework.

025. What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Sunny. =D

026. Do you wear toe socks?

What on earth is that.

027. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Daniel. And I gave my mum 9 missed calls at like 11pm last night.

028. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Yea, many times. But not because of love though.

029. What annoys you most in a person?

Their lousy sense of humour in some people.

030. Do you have a crush on anyone?

LOL. No.

031. Have you ever done cocaine?

Absolutely not lah. Retarded.

032. What is the colour of your room?

HAHA. Confidential. But I love the colour.

033. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?

Sure! Win-win what, the person you hate is gone, and you get money.

034. Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?

What does that mean anyway.

035. Who was the last person to lay in your bed?

My dirty laundry, if you consider it to be a human. And it's still there now. I'll clear it later. And it's me other than my stuffed toys.

036. Who was the last person to hug you?

My mummy. But I consider it to be crush.

037. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Yes. Many people saw.

038. Do you have a life?

Yes. No. Yes. No. Yes. No. Ok. Yes.

039. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?

Yes. Many many times, of the same person. I shall not reveal who. HAHA. But all of you know this person.

040. What is the reason behind your profile song?

No special reason.

041. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

Cute little monsters! And Eelin, Qianhui. Laura and Ginny popped out holding hands too. And they did absolutely nothing to the cute little monster, which I (censored). Daddy and Mummy appeared too. Everyone appeared for no reason.

042. Last time you smiled?

This question made me smile.

043. Have you changed this year?

Guess so.

044. What are you listening to right now?

The sound of me typing. And also the sound of choppers and jets flying pass.

045. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

I don't talk when I type.

046. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

Closed. I'm blind and oblivious to my surroundings. And Readers' Digest, once again, says that people who are blind have sharper senses, like hearing, memory, and their sense of smell.

047. Is there a quote you live by?

Nope. I think that's stupid, it appears to me as some kind of rule.

048. Do you want someone you can't have?

Absolutely.

049. Have you ever played an instrument?

Like who hasn't. Recorder, piano, guitar. Does a computer keyboard count.

050. What was the worst idea you've had in week?

To finish my holiday homework in this week.

051. What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?

Laughing at my mum.

052. Are you happy with your love life right now?

I don't have a love.

053. What song describe your love life?

Got this kind of song one meh.

054. Does the person know that you like him/her?

There is no lucky person whom I like. LOL.

055. Who always make you laughs?

Friends. And Sunny. And mum. And stupid tv characters.

056. Do you speak other language other than English?

Chinese! Dialects too.

057. Are you blond?

zzz. No.

058. What your middle name?

I can't differentiate first name, last name, and middle name.

059. What are you doing tomorrow?

Homework.

060. What do you think you are like?

Stupid.

061. Who will you choose to die with?

Haha, people whom I love. So that they will not feel the grief over me being dead. Like the first person who dies is the most fortunate, and the happiest, because he/she will not be grief-stricken over others' death. And the last person will be the one who is the most grief-stricken, seeing everyone die one by one.

062.Where have you been today?

Toilet, kitchen, living room.

063. What game do you play often?

I'm not into games nowadays.

064. Who are you missing right now?

Not many. Only those whom I wish to miss.

065. If you've to choose between friends & love, who will you choose?

Friends.

066. What are you doing right now?

Typing at everything you see here.

067. Which primary school are you from?

RSS! <3

068. Name 3 colours that you like.

Green, Blue, Red, Grey, White, Medium Metallic Silver, Cyan. Oh, three. LAWL. Green, Blue and White it shall be.

069. What emotion you like to show?

LOL. Whatever I feel like lor. But often, I hide my emotions.

070. What is life to you?

_____________ Blank because I do not know what to type.

071. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

I'll probably keep it all to myself. But Daphne always tells me not to keep it to myself. Maybe I'll start confiding in someone soon. HAHAHAHAHAHA. But some secrets will remain untold forever.

072. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Currently it's Blossom.

073. Who do you admire the most?

To tell you the truth, I admire Mr Yeo. He gets all As and stuff. What a freak. =X

074. Which month are you born in?

May. 26th. Now you knwo my birthday. Even though it's over I don't mind late presents you know! HAHAHA. Kidding.

075. How are you feeling right now?

Rushed for time.

076. What is the time now? 3.25pm

077. Where are you now?

Your house. -.- I'm at home.

078. What colour did you use to dye hair?

Hot pink!

079. Why are you doing this test?

Nothing to do.

080. What do you do when you're moody?

Kill whoever walks past. LOL. I don't really do anything when I'm moody.

081. At which age you wish to get marry? Maybe I won't. But if I will, 25?

082. Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?

Friends. =D

083. Do you think you have enough confident?

Should be confidence bah..

084. Who is the person you trust the most?

Let's bring it down into categories.

Family : Mummy.

Friends : Daphne, Eelin, Qianhui.

085. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?

Many many more dreams to fufill other dreams I want. This sounds familiar. Did I type this before?

086. What is your goal for this year?

Do well for streaming. For some whatever course.

087. Do you believe in eternity love?

Maybe, if both parties make the effort to maintain that kind of relationship.

088. What feeling do you love most?

Being happy la. Where got people like, love being sad. Love being hateful and all. Mst be abnormal.

089. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

Absolutely. Singapore is like burning. Everyday also like damn hot.

090. What feeling you hate the most?

The kind where you just feel lethargic and you have many things to do.

091. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

Depends on who that friend is. LOL.

092. Do you believe in God?

No? Yes? No bahs. I don't think I believe in ghosts and immortals and stuff.

093. Who cares for you the most?

Family and Friends. =D

094. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

Happiness.

095. What'll you bring when you fight?

My fist. I believe it is what I need. But I seldom fight!

096. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?

14 years old, nothing much to regret.

097. What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?

... Dunno.

098. What if your stead two-timed you?

Slap him, kick him, punch him, and most important of all, spit in his face and break up.

099. How old are you?

14, long way to go!

100. How's life?

Currently I think it's just fine.

Tagged:

You.

6/4/08

Ok. so jus now i saw jiakang going to the staffroom so i joined him, and then mdm tan wanted us to bring the laptops up. then ms low cam along.

mdm tan went, "ni yao na ge videocam de stand mah?"

"yao."

"wo you liang ge, ni liang ge dou yao ah?"

"ok lo. liang ge dou yao."

mdm tan hands stands over.

"eeeeeeee. zhe me er xin de.''

"ni ca yi xia la."

"zhe me ang zang."

"then ni yao wo ca meh."

"ya la."

pauses.

they move on to the next topic.

ms low goes, "zhe yang wo jiao xue sheng 12.30 meet wo."

"huh. zhe me zao."

"yin wei wo pa ta men bu hui dao mah!"

"ta men hen lei de leh!"

"then shi ji dian, ni gang cai jiang 4 dian."

"na li you!? wo jiang 12.30."

"ni jiang 4 dian de!''

then somehow they ended it. so we went off lol.

6/2/08

Name 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions until you've named the 20 people. At the end of this, choose 5 people to do this.But because I can't think right now, I'll use the last twenty people I texted. :D

01. Wei Hao

02. Eelin

03. Laura

04. Pop

05. Celestine

06. Blossom

07. Baobei

08. Chilli

09. Yangjun

10. Yuan Yuan

11. Nicholas

12. Brenda

13. Waiting

14. Ginny

15. Wencong

16. Daphne

17. Renia

18. Kenneth

19. Ivan

20. Wei Yang

How did you meet 14? Ginny.

in my class. and we both could have met when we were babies! HAHAHAHAHAHA. cos i used to live in simei, and we live in the same block. :D

What will you do if you never met 1? Wei Hao.

hmm. what would I do. now that's a challenging question. how can i do anything about someone if i never met him/her. and i guess there would be less of "your weihao" or "your boyfriend" in my life, and i would be glad if everyone can stop it.

What if 9 and 20 dated? Weiyang and Yangjun.

It might actually work out, but then again, probably not. ok, i decided that's not gonna happen. since yangjun is with qianhui already. and weiyang has kamy.

Will 6 and 17 date? Renia and Blossom.

LOL no. but maybe if they're lesbians. LOL

Describe 3. Laura.

Crazy but a nice friend to have. oh. and loud.

Is 8 attractive? Chilli.

eh... seen him once. but, not quite yet. =X he so quiet. totally different from the person he is on the net.

Describe 7. Baobei.

Crazy little idiot, but very nice person. horrible character. AHHAHAHAHAHAHHA.

Do you know any of 12's family members? Brenda.

no, but i know she has a cute little brother.

What would you do if 18 confesses that he likes you? Kenneth.

I will certainly walk away and pretend nothing happened. but again, maybe i will laugh. since he's so... so... annoying. and stubborn.

What language does 15 speaks? wencong.

lol. english, chinese, vulgarities.

Who is 9 going out with? Yangjun.

hmm. eelin and qianhui. dont get offended though, cos it's true. i feel very mean, am i? haha, maybe.

How old is 16? Daphne
14 lo.

When was the last time you spoke to 13? Waiting.

since the day we came bavck from camp.we were laughing hysterically cos her mum came to school, and she said on the bus if her mum came to school she would die of laughter, and we saw her mum when we got off the bus.

Who is 2's favourite band/singer? eelin.

how i know, she so fickle minded. ok lets give it a try. zac efron? click five? westlife? lol. linkin park. dunno la. marron five. thats all i know le. im an idiot when it comes to songs and singers and bands.

Would you ever date 4? Pop

lol. no? i have only seen his picture. and he is always late. by like wad, hours. and he wastes ppl's smses. like a hundred a day.

Would you ever date 1? weihao.

no. he's so annoying, some of the times. and he doesnt understand ppl well, be it a boy or girl.

Is 19 single? ivan.

certainly. nobody would want to date him, at least until he matures.

What is 10's last name? yuanyuan.

er. yeo shi yuan? or sergeant yuan yuan.

Would you ever be in a relationship with 11? nicholas.

no. hes too tall. lol. and he has many pimples. no offence. and he just isnt my type. and and. he doesnt look good.

School of 3? Laura.

cchms.

Where does 6 live? blossom.

i have totally no idea. come to think of it. i never ask where she live before.

What is your favourite thing of 5? celestine.

her foolishness. her foolishness is there for a purpose. for us to laugh at her. HAHAHHAHAA. ok la. dont so mean.

Have you ever seen 2 naked? eelin.

er. up till which point? HAHAHAHA. ok la. seen her in the mass bath but of course not fully naked.

5 people to tag: anyone can do this. cos im outdated. and everyone has already done it. =(