Behind my shadow, there's always something else

5/9/08

STUPID. WOKE UP WITH A SUPER BAD MOOD. MUST BE THAT STUPID DREAM OR SMTH. They say u will feel better after telling ur troubles to someone. Forget it. It doesn't work a bit. Phony one. Never believe something so stupid in your stupid life ever again.

So ya, woke up lor, play com lor, not feeling a little better at all. RETARD. then went to audi wif eelin then found weihao then baobei found her way to me. -.- this is getting a whole damn boring lot. so ya, i guess they were trying to cheer me up or smth, they failed. i started to scold them a little over nth big. and i was asking them to kill me, guess the bad mood got over me. sheesh.

too bad. they provoked me. sort of. but i do feel bad over scolding the three of them over nth big u know. but bah! what is done can never be undone. once there is a scar, u can never remove it. just like the one inflicted on me by a certain someone. .-.

change topic. then went off to play basketball. but decided it was boring and played badminton instead. loosened a little. can u believe i was playing with my left hand and won my sister. she's such a lousy player. but i have not recovered yet. still in a bad mood.

and now i feel so bad cos eelin was asking for weihao's email, and her phrasing went ' wads ur dear weihao's email?' and i got pissed and shouted at her, just that she couldn't hear me. my reply went ' HE'S NOT MY DEAR FOR GOODNESS' SAKE' forgive me. bad mood.

stupid.

and chloe is trying to find out the problem of me being in such a bad mood, and she believes its bcos my bed's fengshui is wrong. can u believe it. fengshui! bah. blah. btw. her name appears here bcos she wanted it to appear .-. now thats stupid. but i shall be nice and grant her what she wants, and try to make myself feel a little better.

this is an edited version! only this paragraph though. chloe said i forgot to include the part where she was trying to cheer me up. so here it goes. she tried to cheer me up, you could say she succeeded a little. im feeling a little better now.

bahhhhhhh.

im gonna end here.