Behind my shadow, there's always something else

7/24/08

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I absolutelty hate this day. Not because of 2.4, not because of anything else, but just because this day, reminds me. I hate this day. I hate it I hate it I hate it. But we had 2.4 today. Played arm wrestling with Jiaqi and Eelin before 2.4 started and was sweating like dunno wad even before running. And both matches was a draw. I'm gonna end this match tomorrow. I will win. Trust me. I promise. And I migh just break my promise. RAH. I'm becoming more and more like Chilli! Keep saying rah. Haiz. And I told him my tming and he said it's like his timing. I was just wondering if that's a little slow for his age ( no offence, Chilli! ). Damn, todaywas the last lesson with Ms Tng. ZZZ. Randomness.

The last time, the last chance. Then again, why? How would you live your life if you could live it all over again? 24th July. 24th July.

Dear Diary,
Today is he 24th of July. I hate this day totally. I am lost, lost in my own thoughts.
How I wish ______ could get out of my life.
How I wish tears didn't exist.
How I wish nobody had any feelings.
How I wish I could just ignore everything in life.
How I wish there was nobody else except me in this large world.
How I wish everything belonged to me.
How I wish...
But I know, I know you care for me.