Behind my shadow, there's always something else

7/29/08

Laura, I've never known this was how you felt, 6 weeks, and you put up with all of that. I look up to you to have lasted this long, coming this far. Sorry about ignoring you if Qiggie and I did. Guess I have always thought of you to be happy, cheery and stuff. I was careless. Failed to remember how everyone could have felt, failed to remember you had your sensitive side too.

Failed.

But anyway, again, we could talk things out. Confession over here. Sometimes, I think Qiggie talk a little too much. Sometimes when I want to listen, she would talk to me. Sorry Qiggie. Sorry if you read or hear about this.

Everyone has been sad and down lately. What's happening. I wish I knew. It sounds like it's coming to the end of the world? I hope not. Cheer up everyone. The downfall of 2 Grace! Oh My Gosh. That won't happen right.

Dear Diary,
She told me to think it over.
She asked me if I am happy.
She said I was _________.
She mentioned the word _________.
She told me to cheer up.
He asked me if I were ok.

I have thought it over.
I am at least satisfied.
I am Sorry.
I hate that word.
I cheered up.
I am ok.

Thank you to these people who have taught me new things. New things that I have never noticed, things that probably nobody noticed. Things that had always existed in everyone, but yet it is something that everyone would cast aside.

Thank you Diary,
Thank you for letting me write on you.